what’s in Name Ness?

A bit of a personal note: I have been slowly altering my name recently. Some people asked: “What is your Real name?” Seems a bit strange, in my mind. Given a few clues, the questions seem to imagine Real as a combination of whatever my parents decided to call me initially, and might be written […]

material + place specificity and death? #1

My parents died in the recent past. No. No? I have lost my parents relatively recently. No. No? I have failed my parents this way or another most of my life – and in the past few years my failures gained mortal consequences. Some people have graves to visit, re-ignite memories, feel some sense of […]