In the marriage of grace gelder to herself, she is talking about a sense of “clarity”. Marriage and clarity. Marriage and aesthetics of clarity? The aesthetics of clarity as marriage? Marriage as an aesthetics marked, or marred, by clarity? Clarity of Marriage as a sense/an-aesthetics?
Reading that, something else came to mind though – the aesthetics of clearly Non–Clear, or clearly chaotic? (ie focus on clarity in being unclear, rather, than for example, chaotic that may focus on chaos itself..)
Or, as the actual element in mind was/is for me, the question of IF. Clarity of If. This clarity is a “from element”, a material to come from rather than a clear boundary – an element of clarity to move for/towards?
The clear and def push of a foot on the floor that produces a surf movement on the skateboard – or a walk – to wards the unknown and a possible fall?
A blow of ifness into a flute that keeps producing a future variation of a unique and unpredictable magic of sound?
A clarity of marriage that produces a sense of Ifness from an individual’s life – while clear about their cohabitational lives?
I am a particle now. An element like electron, or foton, alreadygoy an on.. Lets imagine I am particle ifabon – a sort of abstract archetypical element.
Now.. Surf is a movement From.. Like a wave, trajectory from stuff.. It relates to Particle, being a particle, because it seems like movements From, are how elements are in motion.. Like diffusion.. “…spread out, or move from areas where there are many molecules..”
Wave, like surf and diffusion, in terms of energy – is a movement from a given place to another,, Being an energy in a space-time movement, I think of a wave as a rhythmic element, a sequence strand in motion from into an unknown.
In being an energy, I think Wave might be very relevant to being a particle – specially if the movement is of a surfing kind – from. From a place to another, and from a time to another.
..and being a particle, moving From – like a search of searching – and knowing from while clueless as to for, or what/where for. I began this writing coming from a feeling of the particle ifabon as a character. However, perhaps as this moved from one trajectory to another, surfed in and on and in within, it seems like this arrives into another From. An if From – or perhaps it always was..? If I am ifabon? Here is How my If and the stuff it is made From?